It seems that there're alwalys ill-fates struck every April to May these three years
and I sustained great loss
last two years it owing to my careless
but this time I lose a great deal merely by trying to save a little senselessly
I was in such a muddle state as I was in the clutches of the demon
that's ridiculous indeed
but to some extent its inevitable yet advantageous
not a painful lesson would force me to come to my senses
its a wake-up call
let me get the point clear
take rational attitude towards it
it'll be a favourable turn
I believe Good Comes Out of Misfortune
at least I'll try my best to make headway